Survival Guide For Woman

So a light is shinning on me and I am hoping that Monday goes well so I can have a job and move forward and than I can maybe stop acting like a mat…-_-; I don’t know why I am so nice maybe it’s a condition do they sell bitchy pills? Is it not funny we have pills to make us happy and stuff where are the instant bitch pills that is what I need. Not being ran over all the time really would make me happier….But no that is to hard for me and why I always feel I owe people. Or I fear them leaving me why I am fine all alone but the thought sends me into a panic….God I am pathetic I can’t live with out someone…I think evolution should have killed me off by now and back before this time period I would have died…damn natural order being gotten rid of. A T-Rex would have eaten me by now….Well wish me luck on my job interview…One small step to independence one giant leap to spinsterhood..woo